In a recent development regarding the unfortunate passing of gospel musician Jacob Yaw Mawuko Adjola, NKONKONSA.com has obtained the heart-wrenching suicide letter he wrote, revealing the profound agony, sadness, and challenges he had been quietly facing.
In a letter discovered after his sudden death, Jacob shared intense emotions of defeat and hopelessness, admitting he had been struggling with inner struggles since 2022. The emotional note revealed his inner turmoil, battles with illness, and overwhelming feelings of unworthiness.
Jacob wrote: “Thank you for pushing to fend, but I chose to return to my maker as soon as possible. I HAD TO do it BECAUSE I DIDN’T DESERVE TO LIVE. I FAILED WOEFULLY AND NOTHING CAN SOLVE ANY OTHER MISTAKE.” He further confessed, “I’ve been a dead man since 2022, and I have struggled my way through… but as I gave my best worship in songs to the Lord, I knew it was time to EXIT.”
The gospel singer also disclosed his physical health struggles, mentioning, “I have had 3 surgeries testicles and hides to everyone in my.” Though some parts of his note remain unclear, it is evident that Jacob’s battle with his health and depression weighed heavily on his mind. His plea, “Don’t cry for me but help my family because they will need me,” highlighted his concern for the loved ones he was leaving behind.
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